Thursday, January 10, 2013

Sacrifice

Genesis 22:12 "Don't lay a hand on the boy!" the angel said.  "Do not hurt him in any way, for now I know that you truly fear God.  You have not withheld from me even your son, your only son."

Today, as I was reading this passage, a question came to my mind.  Would I be willing to sacrifice my son for the will of God?  I believe that physically, it would be very hard to sacrifice Emery.  I also don't believe that God would ask me to do it physically.  Instead, God may ask that I sacrifice my dreams and aspirations, of what I want for Emery, for the cause of Christ. 

Over the past four or five months I have really struggled with this.  We moved to Tennessee primarily so that Emery would have a balanced and stable four years of high-school.  As I have been looking for opportunities to serve God, every position would require that we move.  I have spoken with Emery and he has voiced that he is willing to go where ever I feel lead to go.  This doesn't make it any easier on me though. 

Today, through a Godly man, I received a message.  God wanted me to be willing to sacrifice my son for his will, however I wouldn't have to.  God needs to prepare me and my family, where we are now, for what He wants us to do in the future. Right now I am continuing to wait on God and walk forward as He directs.

1 comment:

Unknown said...

What an example you are for your son and others! Thanks for sharing! We all need to hear this...

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I am a former soldier in the United States Army. I have deployed to Afghanistan once and to Iraq twice. I feel that I have been called by God to serve Him where I am and to do it joyfully. This can be hard at times. This blog is not about where the Army has taken me but what I read in Scripture and where God is taking me along my spiritual journey. I hope that you will glean information from what I write and will be blessed as God blesses me.